I am doing great, thank you MsR8t. I cannot log on quite as much, now that school is out for summer. Hopefully, I will have access at home soon. I having been feeling great the past couple of weeks. I have started training for my marathon, WOW, excercise helps! I've been walking since I have been out on my own, but now I do more and it is more strenuous. My H apologized to me yesterday. He actually said, "I am sorry, this is all my fault, I should have never did the things that I have done." I told him thank you and that I appreciated his apology. He continued to say that he keeps thinking about the Dr. appointment and how he never wanted this for our family. I explained that I didn't either, but it is what it is. I do not know how else to respond. He then told me that he drove by the house that we were supposed to buy and that I am on his mind more recently, because our babies are looking more and more like me. I told him, that regardless of the situation, we are stuck together for the rest of our lives because of our babies and that I will try to make the best of things, it is just going to take time. He understood. He is also beginning to settle on things in the D so it will fit some of my needs as well. WOW! Time does really pay off. I feel great and he finally saw the light and apologized. I feel like it has lifted a weight off my shoulder and that I can really start to put closure on the past. I told him that if I could go back and change things, I wouldn't, because I have become such a better and stronger person. I actually like myself now.
