I'll be back later to rip into a few people that only want God to show up as a last resort instead of clinging to Him through the whole storm.
And I didn't think it was aimed at me. But that and the first "Rant" post led me to believe that you were saying (and perhaps I'm wrong) that if a person believes enough, their M will be restored, and if it isn't, it's because they didn't have enough faith.
I did (and do) cling to God; I believed that he would save my M. When things were going well with H in the fall and after Christmas, I was so grateful; I truly thought my prayers had been answered.
But now it's clear that I was wrong - H was not on his way back. In fact, while he was smiling at me as I rubbed his back, he was sleeping with someone else and introducing my kids to her behind my back.
I guess God has some other plan for me. I still have faith that God has a plan for me; I just don't think it's that my M will be restored.
Life isn't about finding yourself; it's about creating yourself My thread: Trusting God's Plan
