Jazz, you may or may not have noticed, I think I am the only one here that does not think a god exists, probably my own fault but I have thought that way for a long time. My parents were never church type people and with all the crap that happened as a teenager, I just figured one did not exist. I keep having people here and in real life tell me to keep having hope and believe, or this is gods' test for you. I will take alot of the blame for what has happened to myself for most of my life. But if god exists and this is a test, does he really expect anyone to pass it. I think it is graded on a curve and I am on the back side of it.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
