I'm exactly the same way. Don't be afraid to let it end. I'm always afraid if it doesn't end on a positive note from me, it's somehow a failure. That's not the case, and trying to control it can make it worse.
Sounds like you've got the right attitude for this. The nerves will die down. Say some prayers in your heart as you get there, and you'll be fine.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...