yes I did Jazz. It doesn't matter anymore. He's being a total ass, he hates me, he's shown it and dammit I do deserve better. Hell with this marriage - he's right - it wasn't great to begin with.
I am working on me and our D and making US happy.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...