Nothin' short of dyin'

[JR2007]

*raises hand sheepishly*

I thought it would be over fast. I thought I could make some changes and my W would come running back. I thought it was all just a quick nightmare.

I'm awake, I'm dealing with reality, I'm grateful for this test of my faith. I'll take it as long as I have to.

Now, can we get your rant stickied to the top of this forum? Seriously.

[still.struggling]

One year and 8 months.

32 months.

I may have gone to school in Virginia (which may not say much) but I was taught One year and 8 months is 20 months.

[sofaraway]

Chicken Jazz....

I feel ya Amy, I will admit it, I thought it would be over fast.

I saw the light a few months ago when I came to terms with the fact that it is not my choice how long this goes. It is not my W's choice either. It is God's will that will lead me to the next place.


I agree, people seem to give up, but you and I both know that many of them end up right back here when the time comes. I will simply remind you of Mr. Mom who thought he knew when it was all over. His story is very identifying to what I think you are trying to say here Amy, so here it is:

mr mom

Hope it was ok to interject Mistress Amy, I am simply feeling you right now. if it wasn't, you may throw in extra lashings for me upon our next session doll....


Ian

[AmyC]

One year and 8 months.

32 months.

I may have gone to school in Virginia (which may not say much) but I was taught One year and 8 months is 20 months.

HAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

Got me. I was too pissed off to add!

But hey, it sure as hell feels like 32!

[AmyC]

I'd never read that, Ian.
It's a sad story but a heartwarming story....

Now stop interrupting me with warm fuzzies when I'm trying to be pissed off.

I'll be back later to rip into a few people that only want God to show up as a last resort instead of clinging to Him through the whole storm.

[*KS*Chick*]

Thinking - possibly - that this is directed at me....and that's cool.

I had NO expectations that this would be quick. As a matter of fact, I said if it took a year to fix, that that's just ONE year in forever......

That being said I can see I'm not really welcome to post here and I'll stop. Have a great week peeps.

[AmyC]

First of all you know me well enough to know I'll post to you on your own thread as opposed to hiding behind mine.

Sure. You were perfectly willing to go through this as long as it was on terms you were comfortable with nevermind if the Lord knew better than you.

You are absolutely welcome to join any conversation going on on my thread.

[AmyC]

That being said I can see I'm not really welcome to post here and I'll stop.

Why do you always do that?

Good.
Someone else has noticed.

[*KS*Chick*]

I think it's easy to call someone's faith into question when you're not there. I know you've been in my shoes, but even still, your sitch is different.

I'm tired of my faith being called into question because I feel like this marriage is over.

What's the point in me posting if I feel my M is done?

Divorce BUSTING......failed.

That's why Jazz.

[KristyS]

I ask her that every time but she never answers. Sometimes I don't know why she comes here. I try and help but she either doesn't want to "debate", doesn't want to explain, doesn't want to listen.

My, my, my....I see the pot is calling the kettle black.