Need Veteran Piecer's Advice - desperately!!!

[Heartbroken]

Had a better day yesterday with D13(Today 13th) and S9 got back from camp by 12:30 - they keep me focused on them and their bickering and foolin' around!

H dropped S9 off and said 'Do you want to talk?' I said no unless he had something....he seemed surprised. Slept fairly well with the aid of two simply sleep pills. Tonight I will cut them down to one and slowly stop taking them at all.

We are all going to dinner for D13 bday - she picked the restaurant and is glad her dad is coming with us. Then we will go back to the house for cake (french silk pie - again her pick) and presents. I will be positive and light hearted tonight. Each day I do get a bit stronger.

I wish I could help H see has so many signs of MLC - he feels he just wants to be alone - who wants that? It is so sad we are going down this road...

Baby Steps and PMA!