Just thought I would mention, that comment your H made..
"Give him the divorce, or he will cheat on you." Don't take it too much to heart my dear. My H said the same thing. Your H is really angry and hurt. I can't remember how long it has been since the A you had, but these things take time and patience, and LOTS of it.
I am similar to you. I want all of the answers and I wanted them yesterday. Sometimes there are no answers. Sometimes you have to wait and be patient until the answer shows itself.
If you try to force it, you will not hear what you want.
Let's detach my friend, we can do this together.
Get up, dust yourself off, and move forward. You do deserve better than this, and so do I.
