OM/PA, MLC and the hits keep coming............

[andyv]

Husband,

Well done, good use of sheilas. I hope you weren't busted perving on them.

How was your trip, anything interesting happen.

I had to take the day off today, both W and DD were projectile vomiting. I left them for a few hours to catch up with a mate that had the day off also, and stocked up on orange juice and salada biscuits for them.

W is very sick and cannot even walk. I doubt she will be kick boxing tonight. DD is much better, watching the afternoon cartoons (still vomiting) but she is at least eating small portions of toast, biscuits and drinking water and juice, good little battler that she is.

You know what, I had a complete change in my PMA over the weekend, and my emotions towards my W have changed also. I hope this change will continue, as I had the best couple of nights sleep (other than DD vomiting every couple of hours).

I no longer worry or care what she is doing. I think I may have finally set her free from my emotions, and what happens happens.

I will continue to DB for my family, however if she doesn't return I don't think It will hit me as hard as before. I also see some really bad qualities from her (that I ignored in our marriage), which has made my detachment easier. I did not see them earlier due to my emotional state and wanting her back sooo badly.

Maybe this is my "acceptance" kicking in.