I just wanted to say that you are doing some really really good things. Its great to see you come to these awarenesses and watch you and your W benefit from them.
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One thing I want to point out that I noticed from the first day you came, is your inner voice. The most obvious example that comes to mind right away is your screenname (there have been several others) Be careful what you call yourself. Even if you no longer mentally call yourself 'crazy eddie' in terms of pysch crazy, but do so in a jesting way, it can still affect you.