Yeah, the tough part is not being able to talk to or see my wife at all unless she decides she wants to.

It also makes it a little easier, surprisingly enough, as I don't have to even think about trying to control thr situation. I can't control it, I don't NEED to control it, and even if I tried my W would bolt.

I'm guessing I'll hear something this week. Hopefully, just not from the lawyers.

I start a killer new job tomorrow that will solve a lot of our financial issues (a biggie for her). I can get insurance for all three of us. I asked, through her sister, if she wanted me to put her and S4 on my insurance, the response back was, "we'll figure that out..." But I know it's a big deal to her and I have a little time before I have to decide on all that.

Anyway, here's to patience and faith and improved character. The Lord promises not to make us run faster than we can bear, and I know I'm doing OK bearing this, so it's bound to get worse before it gets better. I'm ready.

We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.

3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...