Next, Thanks for the support. I am doing my best to GAL. Today I got 18 in and then spent the rest of the day with my girls. We went to a friends house this evening and my 5DD went with my friends wife and daughter to see some horses. My 5DD loves horses, she had a blast. I stayed back with 2DD and my friend to hangout and play. I have to say that today was a fun day despite the heaviness of what is going on in my M. Tomorrow night after work I am picking up my girls and bringing them with me while I play softball. My parents are going to come by and help with my kids. It will be fun for me and my DD's.
HB, my state is a state that claims that they do not give priorty to one parent or another for custody. The reason that I am down is that the lawyer that I saw did not give me much hope for getting primary custody. Seeing my girls play and being there for them when they need me brings great joy to me. Not having that on a regular basis really hurts to think about. Yes, it is a sad state that we are in. I never thought my W could be so selfish and self centered but those are the colors that are shining through in her rightnow.
My W did call this evening while I was on the way to my...actually our friends house to see how the girls where doing and mentioned that she missed them. Well she better get used to it because this is what she has decided on not me. She also called again to say good night to the girls and when she ended the conversation she I'll talk to later Scott. That was new, probably does not me anything but she normal just says bye and no real acknowledgement of me.
Hopefully tomorrow I can get an appointment with the lawyer that I want to go with. My mind is playing tricks on me thinking that maybe my wife has already meet with her and that is why I am having a hard time getting into see this lawyer. I hope that is not the case, though it could be. I was holding off seeing this lawyer because because by doing so I was admitting that this is going to gt ugly. Now I feel I have been pushed in this direction just to get the time with my girls that I and they deserve.
