It's now been 10 days since the meeting and not a PEEP out of the W. It's actually getting easier and easier not to worry about it. She's still on my mind but just as the loving person I married. So, as mentioned in the last thread, I'm leaving the option open to her to reconcile, but I'm not waiting on her anymore. Waiting is a huge waste of time and I don't focus enough on the other things I'm doing in my life.
The weekend with S4 was awesome as always. He actually talked to my mom about "Mommy, Daddy, himself, and our kitty all being back together again." And he told her, "Daddy will be coming home with us soon." He hasn't said those things to anyone but my and W before today. I know he doesn't fully understand what's going on, but hopefully he has some insights.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
