You know....I have thought about sending her a letter telling her about the relay and how awesome it was and how I'd like for her to walk with me next year - and me not be walking in memory of her.

I understand people have choices.

About H...I am done fighting. If he does really want this D, I'm granting it. I can't live like this. I am falling apart. 4 lbs lost in 1 day. I'm not eating - can't. My gag reflex seems to be magnified and everytime I yawn I feel like I could throw up...I'm on the verge of it 24/7. I did start the Lexapro.


....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am
I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon
~ Avril Lavigne ~
..."Nobody's Fool"...

me=ok /D'd since 7/07
D=ok