Jack, at times like these when its darkest, you must look at the positives that you have. I know how very tough it is to do that when you feel like crap, but if you will sit down and think about the blessings that you have, and how much you have changed yourself, it has to make you appreciate what you have done. I mean, you have beaten drinking! You don;t know what an acomplishment it is to do that! You have the support of your parents! Many people here have no one! One day at a time dude, one step at a time, one victory at a time, one setback at a time. Keep working on improving yourself! God bless and take care.
