Update: I am going to do the 180 and go dark. Hope its not to late for it to have an effect. I am not going to have any contact with her period. I finished truck driving school so hopefully I will get a local job this week, but I will take what ever god gives me. Not much in Michigan in the way of good jobs.
2 Ti 1:7 For God has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power,and of love, and of a sound mind.
