Oh, Kiki. \:\( Sorry to see you back and posting all this. I was hoping no news was good news.

I know they have the "success stories" out there but I've been wondering recently what the percentage of successes is. There's really no way to know since so many people drop off the boards never to be heard from again.

I'm afraid the same thing will happen to me. It's hard for two people to get through causing so much pain to each other unless the both of them really want it badly. I picture myself moving back in with W to try to work things out and it only getting worse because we'd be so uncomfortable around each other for a long time.

I wonder if it's the same OW? Quickly closing web pages is not a good sign at all. I know the pit you get in your stomach when you see behavior like that.

There's too many broken hearts in this world. I feel terrible for you (and everyone else on here).

I'm trying desperately to think of some advice. I'm just not coming up with anything. I guess going pitch black is the only way to go.

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