Well, i had a good time with friends, but drank too much. Probably me trying to mask my hurt with a little liquid courage.
Anyways, this morning my wife was in a pretty foul mood. But it changed about half way through the day when one of her friends stopped by out of the blue.
I took the kids over to a friends house who's wife is out of town and they swam in their kiddie pool for a few hours, and i got to sit and talk with him, which was nice.
Came back to the house in a good mood, and my wife was in a pretty decent mood too. We actually had some lighthearted conversation.
Then my wife got confirmation that she was going to go out with her girlfriends tonight, so about an hour ago she went upstairs to go get ready. I don't know if she is planning on seeing OM or not, i don't think so, and i'm not going to worry about it.
Anyways, she comes downstairs wearing one of her super hot little black dresses. She is smoking hot, and I let her know. She asked if her shoes looked bad, and I said 'bad isn't the word i would use, your smokin hot'. She smiled. It took a lot of constraint not to overdue it on the complements, because she looked really good. This is a really hard part of this situation, I am unbelievably attracted to her, and I can't even touch her anymore.
Anyways, she is off for the night, and i'll be sleeping upstairs to be close to the girls so i'll see her when she comes home and I am forced to make the long walk down to my room at 1-2am.
I don't know if WAWs ever look at us men and get attracted or feel anything when we are looking good. I tried last night to stir up some of those feelings by going shirtless to bed, so when i saw her in the morning i could show off the phsyique (now that i'm back in the gym and have the 6 pack starting again). I didn't get any major reaction, although I didn't really think I would.
I think its harder for us men with WAWs this way, I've heard women and sex are tied strongly to their emotions. Any women's opinions? Any chance she looks at me still and feels some of that?
