Sashaying thru Seperation IV

[mcojh]

Well, I am doing much better today. I had a good day with the boys. S15 and I went to a cycling class and then spent the rest of the day doing yard work. We cut down a tree that I hated and hauled it away.

CW came over to pick up the boys and was dragging on the conversation. I am not sure what she wanted. Finally, she stalled long enough that the boys had gone outside. I decided she was looking for me to bring the movie up so I did. Her response was the typical, sure if you still want to. It is almost like she is looking for validation and wants to know that I really want to be with her. Some of the stuff she said yesterday leads me to believe either that she is definately done with me, which is a possibility, or that she is having second thoughts and doesn't know if I would take her back. I asked her if she could ever allow me to forgive her, and she never answered........

Going to a movie and going to smile and wave.........