I'm having over analyzing problems right now. Yes we leave in about 3 hours for a 2 hour trip. Today we visit the Winchester house look it up on the internet, interesting place. We spend the night (at a motel not the house) and tomorrow the park. Unfortunately my son will miss the playoff game for his baseball team they are in second place. But if his team wins he will play next Thursday. As I said I am starting to over analyze stuff. My W has "let" me buy some stuff for my jeep; she ordered me a lap top (arrived yesterday) that is really nice. But....... Why is she doing this? Is it because a big bomb is about to drop? Our 17 yr anniversary is July 14th. What a perfect day for her to say it's over. I don't know what to think. When I read other peoples posts it is so clear to me what is going on. But in my sitch I'm the one that is in the fog. One thing I THINK I have a problem with is I take her mood swings too personal. She is in menopause so that may be part of it. I have this strange feeling that this trip is going to be a turning point in our R. It is either going to be a major step forward (I hope and pray) or possible back to square one. My other problem is I upset a really good friend of mine that I have been confiding in and now I may have lost the only adult friend that I had. Everyone please if ya believe mention me in your prayers tonight. I have not been the perfect human being but I have tried.
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
