I took the papers I have to court hoping to catch up with Kevin and have him sign them.
I don't have the money for a full out divorce... but I got papers that if we both sign them it'll only cost me $110.00 to file them with the court. But he was a no show.... surprise.
I don't think I have the nerve to file the papers but at least I would've had the option if I could've gotten him to sign them.
Ah well.... inaction is nice anyway.
It's so easy to say that I need to get rid of him I need to hate him.... but it's sooo hard for me to do it. I am trying.... and everytime I take a step in the right direction... I step back and question myself. I'll get it right eventually.
