Okay, I'm a little miffed, so instead of going off or sulking, I'm gonna spill it here.
DH took DS16 to a movie. We didn't go to the planetarium cuz it's cloudy. The movie started at 7:50. DH didn't show up until like 7:15. I'm hurt cuz he didn't come home at regular time and have dinner. Friday nights, we usually grill out. He said he has to work tomorrow, but he's gonna sleep in, make breakfast and come by about 11 to drop off the boys. Then he's gonna go to work until about 5.
1. I'm disappointed cuz he didn't come for dinner. 2. I'm disappointed cuz it seems like date nights are a thing of the past. 3. I'm disappointed cuz he always cooks breakfast and now he's not doing it here.
Now I have a vivid imagination. I wasn't even sure he was at work today. I imagined him with someone else. When he kissed me when he left, I didn't smell alcohol, so maybe he really was at work. I also imagine him spending time with "her" again tomorrow... not the OW, but the girl he was flirting with at work.
Okay, so you ask how I'm gonna handle all this. Am I gonna sulk and be miserable to be around? No. No questions. No smart mouth comments. Nothing.
He's taking 7yo and 13yo tonight. It looks like the air show thing will be rained out tomorrow. I think I'm gonna start taking step classes at the Y again and there's a class at 10:30 tomorrow. The 1 1/2 hours at the Y are probably my most calm during the day. I might just make it 2 1/2 hours tomorrow.
