we talked about going to counseling, but then when i made the appointment, he was not interested in going. he just does not wat to try anymore. says we have spent the last two years of our six year M in dysfunction. that it's not normal. says he still loves me (although he will not say it unless i say it first) but that he just doesn't think he even wants our M to work anymore.

feels like i'm starting back at square one. can't believe i'm here with all of you fine folks again. no offense.


peace and serenity,
kiki