Had trouble sleeping after last nights revelations. Had DD sleep in my bed and just watched her all night, she does not really understand what is happening.
Saw a picture she drew at school yesterday, had our house, mummy and daddy and DD with pets and a sunny backdrop. She is still asleep and I will wake her in 15 minutes.
I thought the pain would lessen, I suppose I am not crying like I did when this started, but it still hurts. I hope my sitch will end in a successful one, but the more I think about how my W's self confidence being shattered due to me, the more it worries me.
She has been loyal to me for 17 years, I cant see her just having a fling with OM and not trying to make it long term, that is one of her qualities, she will probably give it a really good try, and put up with more than most would just because she is loyal, and her loyalty and feelings are for OM now.
AndyV M38 W36 D7 M 13 years Together 17 years W wants D mid Dec 06 (ring off) W wants separation early Jan 07 (she backdated to Oct 06) EA revealed end March 07 (Nov 06 W first meeting with OM) Hallmark moment "I care for you but am no longer in love with you."
