Time to get my self righteousness out of my way....I have a vent.
I get upset when I look around at other sitches - people who are standing longer, people whose sitches are worse than ours....and I get this.....NC, D talk, blah blah.
Then there's om - one of the things that perturbed H was that he got off scott free....his W was upset with him, but now the fam is on a trip to Hawaii and I saw them the other day and it appears she's totally forgiven him.
I'm ducking behind a wall because I know I'll get blasted but it just doesn't seem fair or right. I AM sorry for what I did, I HAVE repented, I have shown I'm sorry, I'm trying every damned day......and I get sh*t on....
And I KNOW I hurt him, I KNOW I was wrong....God I know all that.
OK - I'm going behind the wall now.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
