A tiny ray of light

[NMHurting]

Yeah she filed for Divorce. Had remorse. We discussed separation instead but the lawyers are still eating up our money. I asked her again this week to reconsider and let's do the separation and work on baby steps. She's still considering.

JR we're two peas in a pod. I wasn't there for the hard stuff in the relationship either. She did everything hard and fought and I did nothing but be critical if they didn't go right. She didn't have a partner.

That's why I'm doing the horse thing. I told her that we could do it together. By picking up the 2nd job I'm trying to show her that I've changed and am willing to do anything to make her happy. I'm going to be flipping burgers...if that gives you an idea. But it works with the hours of my main career. It still gives me time for the all important horse lessons. And most of all the kids