Exactly what you mentioned. Some of the other readers on the board like Jazz know that I was recently diagnosed as OCD and borderline bi-polar.

I've been emotionally unavailable for a very long time. I've been angry, depressed, and shut her out for about the last 5 years. I've been properly (I think) diagnosed and the medication seems to be working.

She told me that he treats her like a queen and she relishes every minute of time she spends with him.

Well I'm trying to be that now. I picked up a second job for some extra money so I can make her dream come true. (she's always wanted a horse). Our Wednesday time that we're spending is actually horse lessons that I'm paying for her and my daughter.

I believe in one true love. She has always been the sweet, warm, soft center of my universe. Just along with way I forgot to tell her, show her, and treat her that way.


H-36
W-38
Married 14yrs Together 17
2 Children (D12, S15)
9/20/05 - Seperated
4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped
4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love
"If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."