WAW The OM lives out of state. The have not had physical contact since I found out. I know this because the W has not gone away for the weekend. The were talking to each other on the phone several times a day. I did some research (snooping) I know he is married, I know where he lives. I actually looked at his house on Google earth. I know where he works. But every time I checked the log and saw how much and when they were talking my heart broke a little more soooooooo everybody here yelled at me for snooping so I stopped about 2 weeks ago seems longer. With all this stuff going on time kind of stands still. I do feel better It is like he does not exist. So I do not know if they are still talking. I can’t tell her to stop. I keep telling myself I have to give her nothing to talk to him about. We have come along way. I feel that the runaway train has stopped but now I need to get it back to the station. We are idle right now yea we move about an inch or two back. But I want the momentum to start up. Some major things planed for this weekend. Then I’ll be away from home for a week. I am hoping this could be the turning point. She has never mentioned the D word. But the one and only C session we had together she said something about being roommates. This will not cut it with me in the long run but I am just playing it day by day.
Things take time. I have my bad days. When I do I come here and someone always knocks me up along side my head and sets me back on course.Good luck If you need any advise let me know. I'm far better at giving it than using it.
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