Sounds like you are doing much better than how I was doing in the month after finding out. All I can say is that you can get through this and be a stronger, better person because of it, but it will take a lot of patience.
I am actually at the end of my fight, and I have stressed this to my wah. He finally realizes that and doesn't want to let me go, but also doesn't want to face the consequences and can't find the strength to leave ow for good. He has finally made an appt with a counselor, so I am going to hold on a little longer with the hope that he will be able to sort through some of his issues and the fog will lift and he will see her for the homewrecker that she is. For some reason, my h feels the need to rescue her, but he up and left me in a months time and has provided me no financial support in 6 months while he off living in la la land.
The ow doesn't look so good now, but coming back to me looks too hard. He would rather quit than fail. He is hung up on pride and guilt. I do believe that he sees me for who I really am, an amazing woman who has been through hell and has come out stronger and more beautiful on the other side. A lot of people couldn't say that.
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"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile."
