Ok, so I have decided that I need to contact her. This is my plan. I'm going hand write her a letter telling her exactly how I feel, how I intend to act and treat her if we decide to give it one more go. I'm going to say at the close of it something along the lines of, 'You can choose to respond, if you do not I will take that as closure and will be out of your life.' I really feel that I need to do this, that way I can make a better decision for myself about MY future and also will convey that I am no longer going to wait around for her, since she has told me that is what she wants me to do. What do you think?
