To be only 36 and going through a MLC? I'm sorry, but I have to decline in giving any advise because your H has tried suicide a couple of times. I believe there are some support groups for your type of situation. And, you really should see a counselor by yourself to better equip yourself in dealing with the volatile emotions that your H has.
Honey, I really wish you the best. I'm not trying to be mean, but I simply am not qualified to help.
