Thanks CF, I thought that I was just not making progress in that area. The hurt feelings go away pretty quickly but they still pop up at inconvenient moments and I get upset.
Have you found that you get sick of hearing about other people's great Ms? My co-worker's H picks her up to go have lunch every one in a while and the last time I just rolled my eyes and fumed after they left. My close friend who just had a baby seems so happy, her and her H are also high school sweethearts...the words SO NOT FAIR keep coming to mind!
Today is not at all negative I just wanted to bounce some of these questions off of everyone. I can't bounce them off of my friends without obviously offending them