UD,
You're in the early stages of learning to detach. You're not in a position of strength to be talking too much to him, or having R conversations. I would avoid seeing him, and hope that he shows-up for MC. If it's important to him, he'll be there.

I'm glad to hear that you're sleeping better. I liked the list of goals you made for yourself. I think you're starting to turn the corner into coping better with your situation.

CL

CL 53 W 54
M 20 yrs.
03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL
10-14' Piecing

"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."

----Tao Te Ching