There has been no contact between my H and me since Tuesday when I went by his office and he said to "give it a couple of days".
I did have a pretty good day yesterday and last night, I actually got the probably best night of sleep that I have had in months. I feel good today.
I need some advice for today please. I need to go by my H's office to drop off paychecks. Also, we have a MC appointment tomorrow. I have no idea if he is going to go to it after the events of the last weekend. Should I go to the office and mention nothing of the MC appointment or should I ask him if he is planning on still going (I would feel better know one way or the other)? Other options are to not take the paychecks knowing he will eventually contact me or drop off the checks to someone else in the office and try to avoid seeing him at all.
Obviously, I am not good at putting on a happy face when my insides feel like they are being ripped out. Does this seem silly that I stress about something as simple as this?
