Hey man, no I haven't abandoned you or the board by any means. I have been moving to a lot better place personally in many respects and that means less focus on our situation, which is improving again but has a long way to go.
I can really, really identify with the anger, hate, bitterness, frustration, resentment idea. It became crystal clear earlier this week that I really need to work on it. I suppress so much of it still. I realized on Tuesday night after she and I talked that I need professional assistance in coping and dealing with it. If there is anything that is holding us back it's me and my internalized anger issues. I feel like I really need to find a constructive outlet for it but yet to find anything that is satisfying. Exercise only goes so far and usually isn't enough for me. Hmm maybe a punching bag. LOL! What about you?
You said something that somewhat concerns me, "she has never been wrong in 20 years..." I read that and though no, FLTC feels like he's never been right in 20 years. Sounds like he really doesn't think much of himself and let's her adversely affect how he thinks of himself. So my good friend, tell me the things you have done for yourself recently that you are most proud of.
Oh you still interested in grabbing a beer sometime?
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
