It feels so weird e-mailing my WAH about divorce. I remember his daily "Good Morning Wife" e-mails...how I looked forward to them. I still can't believe that everything just came to a screeching halt.
I sure understand where you're at. Met with STBXW tonight to go over details of the split. Going through the things in our life and deciding once and for all who gets what parts was nearly more than I could bear. I understand that she does not want me and I understand that she doesn't share the same core values anymore...but it still hurts like #^&(*@.
So much loss, hurt, pain, and sadness. I had much to do tonight, but ended up just sitting like a lump on the couch, staring at the TV without really paying attention to it, and occasionally crying like a child who's had his teddy bear taken away. I'll be fine tomorrow, but for tonight, I'm giving myself permission to wallow a bit .
When we finally have to sign papers, I just hope I don't fall completely apart. Sorry your sitch is just as crappy as mine. You have my deepest sympathies.
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