I still pray for my H, that God will somehow get through to him. He still says he's an atheist.
When one knows that God would not approve of their choices, all of a sudden, they don't believe in God. My H did the same thing. I should have noticed something was wrong when H's Bible was not longer sitting on his night stand but rather put away in his drawer. Here I thought he finally decided it should be put away rather than leaving it out but how wrong was I? It was when he told me that he wasn't sure he believed in God that it hit me.
I like your plan to getting to know yourself better. Once you do you will realize why we all think you are wonderful and you will make some guy very lucky.
Hugs, ISLH
Me: 49 - S22 & S26 H: 41 - No kids M: 10/00 Bomb New Year's Day 2006 H living w OW 01/07; have baby 12/07 D final 07/07 Thread #9 - Hope Lives On