So Kausion, your situation doesn't sound SO bad. Are you able to chat with your wife and get a feel for where she's at emotionally? How about yourself?
I have spoken to my wife a little bit. I am following all of the principles and I don't want to pressure her. I have a good read on where she is emotionally. I know that she wants me home, but she wants to make sure that she is 100% ready. I am giving her space, GAL, and allowing her to sort her issues out.
As for me, I am doing quite well. I am keeping busy. I do have rough moments from time to time, but my recovery is quick. I don't dwell on things. I am not going to allow anxiety to rule my life. I try to stay positive and do the things that keep me happy. I just wonder how long this will last. I have been giving her space for 2 months now. I pick up D3 and we might talk for a minute and then I leave. Our talks are friendly. I am not appearing needy. I am not doing anything to upset her. We are getting along great.
I just picked up D3 today. She give me a look of love. It seemed like she wanted to kiss me. I can see in her eyes that she is still passionate about me. I appear to be a mystery to her. I am happy, confident, and just enjoying life!
