Seeking last answers

[Holly06]

Hope,
I am getting tired of standing too. There is a difference between tired,or weary of standing, and "done".
I for one can not immagine what done will feel like, I have done this for so long. So pathetic me, well, no.
You and I both accept we can not change anyone but ourself.
Then what we are talking about is YOUR actions, beliefs, desires, or feelings.
You can change your actions. You can change your beliefs. Your dsires and feelings are what they are. I want to be honest with myself, and tell myself my true feelings. When I stop being honest with myself, then I am in danger of a spiritual illness, either MLC or something similarly horrible. I chose to be honest with myself.
I am not done standing. I am however under a cloudy sky for standing. I know I have been put here for some purpose, and I look forward to the lesson I will learn under this cloud. It will come.
So you want to learn more about withdrawl. I think you should listen to RCR. I think it is like a wounded animal. They know they are in trouble and they go internal. That is where the questions are. That is where they will find the answers. I do not think they are hiding from the quest anymore. They are in the midst of it. Think wounded animal. Taking care of their wounds.

I am still hopeful. Neve mind the time. Just do what feels right, one day at a time. If you are still standing and hopeful, then that is what is right.

CHeers,
Holly