Hi Hope,
I often wondered how you were doing. I am not any further than you are. I don't even find that the past two years were long. They went so quickly!

I am sorry that I have no answers for you. I am also still hoping althought, like you, I think I should be more realistic. But like RCR says, two years for an MLCer is not long. So I will give it some more time, but in the meantime get on with my life.

You have to do what you think is the right thing for you. I wish you all the best. Take care. HUGS