first of all..IMP..I hop eyou know I was no where near attacking you...I value your opinion and I welcome your ability to tell your thoughts. I guess my sense of bitterness came from simply reading your posts...it seems as though you answered me in a post to Lissie about your lack of emotion when you post. That makes sense to me as I read with emotion and write with emotion thatwhen I come upon your lack ofit in your posts, I read that wrongly. I apologize for that. I beleive I told you before, in a post somewhere, that I agreed with you...7 and 8 years later is a long time to beleive that someone is in a fog.
Yup...LSS is a diagnosed sociopath and I count my blessings every day that I am no longer in that situation.
Katie...I am so sorry you feel the way you do. Perhaps if you start a thread people will post to you. I have been here for awhile (not as long as some and longer than others) and I consider many people here my friends. We share a very special bond and I hope that you will feel that someday. I am quite certain you meant to hurt me or rile me in someway...totally your own deal. I am quite comfortable in my friendships and in my own skin. I never attacked anyone in quite the way you felt you needed to attack me and I can't imagine I would. But, I can't predict the future.
I spoke to my husband with love and affection. He is a very sick and scary person and no amount of anything will help him. I feel a great sense of sadness for him and his family and can't imagine what it would belike to be caught in a place where lies were better than my reality.
If it allieviates some of your pain to lash out at me...then state that. You attempts to belittel and degrade me have not hurt me...only you.
