how does one exsist in a m that they don't want to be in that they are tired of "trying" to make work.
mil just called asking if I knew that new sil's grandmother just passed away? no I did not know. well the wake was last night? she's being burried today...she's been trying to call h to make sure he knew but apparently knows that we didn't know cause neither of us were at the wake last night...
thing is what really bothers me is you know what many many members of my family have passed away and mil did not bother to call bil to see if he knew to acknowledge the loss. I don't belong with h and I don't belong with his family either...I just happen to have been born under the wrong heritage to truly make them happy. and ya know what. I don't give a rat any more. I am me, if they don't like me then they like h can f off!!!
