Ahh hun, you sound so tired. Sounds like you need to maybe forget about H for a bit. Do as you yourself suggested and go out and about and do your stuff. Forget the a$$ and go do something for you.
Seems there is some kind of PMA flu going around, maybe because of the holidays. Maybe it's time that all of us DB'ers get out and about and do something solely for ourselves, not for our alien Ses.
Maybe it's time for you to distance from your H a little more and not take his stupidity personally. His sleeping in S bed could mean anything or nothing. Remember that we often interpret actions the wrong way. We are not telepaths, nor are we some all seeing oracle. We make mistakes when we try to assign meaning to another's actions, more often than we are correct we are incorrect.
But don't ponder these things, just get out and about and do something fun. Hey, you now qualify as a cougar, go chase some young boys at the mall or something
Peace Out
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