I don't know KAW, it seems that h would prefer it that way, he after all was the one who did have an ea and leave me asking for a d. I gave him the choice whether or not he wanted to come home, I think that when he finally saw that I was no longer asking him to and frankly was doing just fine without him he realized that door was closing. now he knows he's home, knows that I will not leave (physically) and honestly I don't think he really cares much if I am not here as long as I get done what I need to get done, I could be out or here but doing my own thing every night of the week and he wouldn't care. h doesn't want me, maybe he doesn't even want ow. I don't think h should have gotten married at all.
there is nothing I can do to change him and if I try well then it's just more of me telling him he's just not good enough, no wonder his ow was a married woman any single woman wouldn't have waisted her time with him.
I'm all done with this r, it has been too long and I don't need it.
