I discovered today that I've been very predictable.

She filed - I flipped
She wanted extended PO - I said OK
She wanted access to me on her initiation through 3rd parties - I said OK
She called our pastor and schedule a meeting - I jumped
She said split the property - I said OK.

I'm doing exactly what she's expecting me to do. I need to do something else. I'm calling Jodi right now for an appointment. I need help!

I did get word from a neighbor that my W just wants it overwith. That was a bit disheartening, but if I hadn't been doing things to be ready for this, I'd be devastated. So, happilly (I guess), I'm somewhat ready for the final bomb. I don't know what my S is going to do. I guess it's good he's young and will have ample time for help and therapy to get over this before he hits his teens. \:\)

We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.

3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...