Great opportunity with the town paying for some medical training. You're right, it gets you out to meet different people, gives you something to focus on, and you help people.
Quote: right now I am inspired
Quote: I got a bit emotional last night after a physical encounter (emotions run high then I guess) and h asking what was wrong I couldn't help but say "I just want you to love me" and h replied I do love you.
Didn't you just have a physical encounter? Hmmm...two times within a few days?
Quote: I said "I know you don't know what to say to comfort me" h said " I am sorry, I want to be here with you and the kids" (ok I know the kids are important but adding them in seems to dismiss the "us" a bit)
Yes, LL, but he said "you" before he said kids. I'm sure he feels ALL of you are important. Don't you?
Quote: I say "I just don't know how you feel" h says "I've told you how I feel" (ya many different things like half of you wants to be here with me and the kids and the other half wants to be with pitiful ow) I say again, yes but I'm telling you that I don't know how you feel.
Maybe you are mixing up how he felt before with how he feels now? Before he felt half and half. Now, like I told you yesterday, the pendulum has crossed the middle point and going the other way. Right now it's about trusting what he says, LL. He's told you what he thinks you want to hear. Right now the pendulum is not far enough over for him to affirm his undying love to you. I know that's what you want...me too...
