There are times when I can't seem to stop myself from telling my H how I feel and trying to sell him on our R. I can see and hear that he doesn't want to talk about (or deal with it). The more I talk, the more he wants to get away from me but once I get started, I have a hard time stopping. I just keep trying to find a way to convince him to work on our R. When this happens, my H will even say he wants to leave or get off the phone and I have such a hard time letting him do that. I know it is the completely wrong thing to do...my emotions just seem to take over.
I am trying to accept that we really aren't trying to reconcile...at least not yet (I am trying to still have hope). I wanted to believe him so badly when he told me he wanted to take baby steps. I guess it is time to go back to the We're Separated-Now What forum.
Thanks for all of your thoughts CL. You are very insightful.
