H is in a better place, just 'cause I have backed off trying to "talk" to him about "our" problems.
I am still in the process of trying to get my letter typed to him and the spreadsheet worked out .. so that he understands exactly where I am coming from. For whatever reason, I get somewhat "confused" when working on this. I "know" what he has said to me in the past .. as to his way of thinking on this, but it makes no sense to me. Anyway, because of his previous "laments" .. (what he probably describes as his "answers" to me) I get up-tight/paralyzed while trying to finish that up.
I am waiting to see what his response is to the letter/spreadsheet, before I finish writing to his pdoc. I want to make sure I truly understand my H's mindset before I send any communications out to his doc.
THAT all said, we had a relatively good weekend. I went on several Harley rides with husband and other friends. It turned out pretty well. I just tried to "get along" and not bring up or push anything.
