Lost, listen to ROOT. Do not put any expectations on your H. He will disappoint you everytime guaranteed. Until he sees for himself the mess that he has created he is going to be a jerk. Do not give him anymore ammo. Do not let him effect your moods. I know it is hard to put aside your dreams that have always included your S, but you are going to have to. Remember this A will not last. It is a ticking-bomb waiting to go off. Let it. Detach. Enjoy finding yourself, enjoy your kids.
