Yes, I used to remember a time when I said "one time and you're outta here" - my how things have changed. Like you said, you never know until you are in that sitch how you will react.
Something tells me I need to stay for the time being. Only I will know when its time for me to pull the plug and its not now.
We have a ST appointment tomorrow so I am hoping that will shed some light on the sitch. The ST has had experience with the M/W complex before and is currenting seeing another couple that is dealing with it too, which is comforting.
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)